I saw another post about this yesterday, so I know I am not the only one feeling this way, but I had a very strong (and wildly irrational) jealous reaction to Kate Middleton's second pregnancy. Her first pregnancy was announced right around with I found out about my DOR and was told donor eggs were my only option. And even though I am pregnant now, I just keep thinking that it will be extra unfair if she has a second healthy baby before I can have one that lives.
Crazy and irrational? Yes.
Do I still feel these crazy feelings? Yes.
Also, has anyone ever looked so good preggers? Quite unfair.
I did get an e-mail yesterday that made me laugh out loud from one of the women in my support group. It had no subject, but just said "F&*# Kate Middleton." It made me happy to know I wasn't the only one feeling so resentful.
On a happier (and more relevant note), this little baby has started kicking up a storm every time I eat and I love it. Last night, I got home from work, had a snack, and just laid down and enjoyed feeling her kick. I will never get over how amazing it is to know she is in there, alive and well.