Admittedly, I'm having quite a bit of anxiety about my ultrasound tomorrow. I haven't felt as nauseous the past few days, which I have convinced myself means that something is wrong. I'll know whether this is the case within 24 hours, but I am totally distracted today by thoughts of what would be wrong, looking at
miscarriage statistics, etc. Very helpful, right?
Ever since my positive pregnancy test, I knew anxiety would be an issue. It hasn't been as bad as it could be, but I find it overwhelming from time to time. Every twinge in my belly leads me to believe that something is wrong.
In an effort to quell these fears, I kept very busy this weekend, including building these two chaise lounge chairs that our cat immediately enjoyed. If relaxing in the sun in a chaise doesn't make me feel better, I don't know what would (well, maybe if I were at a beach while on the chair or still in the chair today instead of at work). Anyway, I'm just venting a bit and counting the hours until 7:45 AM tomorrow.
I completely understand! I've been feeling a lot of anxiety as we approach our NT scan this Wednesday too. Sending you lots of prayers for tomorrow! P.s. those chairs look so relaxing and inviting!
ReplyDeleteOh, boy - the big one on Wednesday. I look forward to your update! We have that on July 3rd. The chairs are relaxing... I'm thinking I might need a day off tomorrow to sit in them and enjoy the sunshine.
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